confessions

I don't usually do this and I might sound a little bit awkward but it's alright.

I'll just give it a shot.I'd like to have something different for your guys to read.

a thing or two about me,no clothes or random nonsense but just me?

hahahah if,if you're not even interested,you shall just scroll it down and skip this post I guess.

1.I don't get good grades.

 I don't study much or rly hard.but somehow,I've never felt even single bit of guiltiness for procrastinating all the way through every single exam.no matter how important it is.(call me a loser?)I just don't take it seriously.even though I got in to this so-called elite sec school but I guess everything was just the same for me.no self-discipline at all yknw!I spend my weekends watching dvds and online-shopping hunting for rings and apparels even a day before exam.hahahah compared to every classmate or schoolmate,I'm just like a lazybug and just happened to be in this school.hahahahaha I skipped tuition or classes and I rly love spending hours or days w/o doing anything.

  

 2. people whom I don't feel comfortable with

It's quite common to see who are extreamly worried for their scores or grades in this so-called elite   school.no matter how well they scored,it'll never be enough for them.and yknw what.they're not only 

students but also part-time drama kings and queens just to get a few extra marks from the teachers.gosh.They plead or beg or do whatever they can just to get a few extra marks from teachers.it's just somewhat hilarious to see their pathetic faces in front of the class.after all,it's just a paper,isn't it?they forever use the same old trick:BOOTLICKER to get attentions from the teachers.I DON'T GEDDIT.so important meh?and some of them will act super friendly and nice just to get tips from you,like you're a fcuking tool.hahahaha when i see them I just wanna roll my eyes lo like srsly.I bet someone just popped out of your mind?LOL

'I can't stand people who just blow everything out of proportion,stop being a drama queen and get a life'

3.I'm a walking meatball

hahahah maybe not as cute as meatballs but something like that la.hahaha I may not have the slimmest figure, I may not be the prettiest but this is the way I was born and I'm not going to live my life being upset and self-conscious the way I look.People might call me fat and ugly but I'm happy with the way I am and that's all matters.I'm comfortable with who I am at this point in life. I'm so proud of myself for saying this.hahaha

4.my life.

I live my life the way I want it to be and I don't even care what people think of me.

I am doing what I can. Not taking anything too seriously. Everything which arises passes away. Nothing really happens the way I want it to be,so it is better not to worry too much and not to insist that it should happen the way I want it, and just go with it.Yes, the world is crazy. What can I do about it? Nothing. Why waste time and energy being upset about it?Take it easy. Ultimately nothing matters.

I have my family.I have my boy.I have my dogs.I have my blog(lol!)

I have a life.

hahaha a rather weird ending for this blog

will update again tomorrow!

my exam is over.heh

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